Semester Six...

ak harap ni la sem yg paling last untkku. hoho. no more repeat2 paper math yg bdoh tu..HAHAHAHA. yes, sekian. hahahahaha. walaupun begitu, ak berjaya mengharugi 5 sem yg lepas tp this sem adalah sem yg paling ak suke. walaupun paling tertekan, paling banyak assignment, paling banyak kene marah ngan supervisor,paling benci die time 2-3mnggu lepas. Tp, klu die xpush ak xbenci pon. HAHAHAHA. Lagi, this sem jugak ak rase paling enjoy ngn kwn2. pling kuat berjalan. yela, ade moto sdri kn. kdg2, kui 9pm leh g mines lg. paling lewat kui 2 bru balik. pegi uptown katekn. nsib bek pakguard co0l jek. hahaha. sem ni ak rase paling rapat ngn kwn2. kwn2 yg ak xkn lupekn smpai bile2. even awk tgh sdp tdo tu..hahahaha..lg..also thanks to yan, calut, adah, cicah, yun, waniey, wahid and intake 30 yg lain. i love u all. hehehe~~:))

Live the life FULLEST!~~:))

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back..

*this post sounds to suntik semangat utk sdri sndiri dsaat rse kcewa itu hadir. hahaha*

Mungkin Cukup Sekadar "Best Friend Forever"

Sedang ak membelek2 satu entry, ak trtarik ngn post ni. Bacela, dan jadikan pengajaran. Mungkin ble sseorang tu dh xde, bru kita rase nyesal tak menghargainya. So, appreciate la someone yg kamu syg sblm die pergi buat slama2nya okeh. dan jgn terlalu egois utk mluahkan prasaan. tgk sape yg rugi kan..peace~:))



10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried....