horizontal life. or i am too choosy?

Assalamuaikum. arini trase rajin nak menulis plak. actually dh banyak koleksi dlm draft, tp baca-baca balik simpan smula. knape? sbb bile baca balik rse cm tak patut post. last-last delate. cmtu ke nak jd blogger trkenal? hahahahaha. angan-angan! :p

aritu tulis pasal interview. so whats up now? smpai skarang xde berita lg dpt ke tak post tu. hari-hari tnggu call. manager tu ckp withn 10 days- 2 week sbb ad lg yg dia nak iv. they want to be fair to all candidates. huh? mugkin tak dptla kot. but of course i did well dlm iv tu. soalan2 yg gue hafal mostly 90% keluar taw. tp sbb post tu utk 1 vacancy je. bayangkan mungkin ak ni org yg kbrape dh dia iv. mestila nak pilih yg terbaik kan. sape yg bertuah sgt je dapat. tu pun post BIASE je. bukan post besar-besar pon. haih, susahnya nak dpt keje skrg kan. sedey2, sobs! byk jgk iklan cashier, clerk kt kwsan ni. tp, xkn dgree nak keje tu kot? hahahaha. cmtu choosy la kan? ciss setan! nyah kau dr fikiranku. huhu. tb2 rse malas dah nak p iv lepas-lepas ni..tiba-tiba rse cm nak balik KL. lets move back to KL syg? uwaaaa...(T__T)

somehow jeles tgk kawan-kawan bekerjaya. fly over here and there. of course that was my dream past few years ago. but after marriage, will those dream come true again? hahahaha. gelak, dlm hati Allah saje yg tahu. adakah bile dh jadi isteri, wanita tak boleh bekerjaya? and i must leave all my hobbies and interest? i cannot hangup with my friends? so marriage is all about who we will be, who we are after the marriage? so nak salahkan perkahwinan ke? those questions still in my minds! of course tak. gue brsyukur sgt2 dpt loving husband, bleh jd imam pd gue, belikan pkaian pd gue. tp seringkali cant wait until the time, my life will boost up again..i dont want my life be as horizontal as this for the whole time...(T__T)

apepun gue try pujuk diri sdri. were still young, byk lg peluang kn. insyaallah..cuba tak putus asa pdNya. cuma kadang-kadang ble dh trlalu bosan hari-hari most of the times abeskan ms dlm bilik je, cannot go anywhere. paling hebat pun gaduh ngn kucing. yg len tu masak makan tido bgun mandi tu takyah cakap la kan. hahahaha. sape yg tak bosan kan? itulah, klu cerita pun skadar bukak pekung di dada je. 80% people dont care pun kan. otherwise, duk diam2 senyap-senyap tp btmbh stress plak kan? hahaha. im crazy about that too! #mood bosan..hahahaha~(Y_Y)

p/s: bru p 1 iv..bising dh kn, hum ill try harder! kbai :)